Friday, March 15, 2013

A Fan's Lament in progress . . .


To the Current Patriots Organization:

Let me begin by saying that I am the reason you can do what you do.  Why you get to own and manage a team and coach and play a game for a living.  I am a lifelong, tried and true Patriots loving, game watching, merchandise buying fan.

 I bet on the 86’ Patriots to win the Superbowl when I was in third grade. You let me down then, but you didn’t lose me. I loved you in the lean years.  The years that the Superbowl was a day to watch other teams contend and my life did not need to be rearranged around the playoffs.  I loved you through the Parcels years and the Carrol years.  And then came Bill Belichick and Tom Brady and I’ll admit I may have started to love you just a little but more. 

Over the years we went from the Patriots Rock Radio Network to the Sports Hub.  We lost Gino and gained Scott.  A new owner, a new coach, a new stadium and an ever changing roster but I was the same.  You had me at every coin toss, every first down, every overtime nail biter.

You disappointed me with Spygate and worried me when Brady’s knee got taken out (I was at that game!). But still I bought my daughter her Patriots’ onsies and myself a new pair of Patriots sweatpants knowing we would get through it.  The 2007 season was rough for us.  We had our highest highs and then the lowest low.  Losing to the Giants.  In the Superbowl.  To the Giants.  With a Manning at the helm.  To the Giants. That hurt.  And then you did it to me again in 2012.  To the Giants!  But we soldiered on.  Sometimes I wondered at your draft picks or more precisely your seeming unwillingness to use draft picks and propensity to trade them away.  But I trusted in the Patriot way.  Crazy veterans came in and settled down giving us the best they had. Chad Johnson?  Okay you tried, it didn’t work, but that was okay.  You were my team.

You raised ticket prices and parking prices and merchandise prices, but still I couldn’t stay away.  My collection of Patriot paraphernalia grew around my Tom Brady Bobble head to include things like T-shirts and mugs and harder to find items like my Patriots gnome, my Patriots socks, a collection of Patriots Christmas tree ornaments and my Patriots Salt and Pepper shaker.  I didn’t begrudge you the money too much.  It seemed to always go to putting a contending team together which was your side of the equation.  I fulfilled my side pretty well too.  I went to training camp, preseason games, regular season games, I followed the team and players on Twitter, I bought the aforementioned Patriots stuff for me and my friends.  I celebrated your victories as if they were my own and accepted the losses knowing they were not the end.  Your were my team.

I have questioned personnel decisions before. I was not happy to lose number four after so many clutch kicks.  I didn’t love when you let Vrabel go, but I understood.  Harder was losing Deion Branch and Asante Samuels.  Why couldn’t you pay to keep proven players who gave their all and brought the Ws?  But I took a deep breath hugged my Patriot pillow and trusted in the system that had given me so much.

Losing Wes Welker has given me pause.  Could it be that this organization to which I have given my heart (and more importantly to you my wallet) be this idiotic?  This short sighted? This, yes I’m going to say it, disloyal?  I know it’s a business to you, but it’s personal to me.  This is my team.  Your management, your staff, your players and even your coaches come and go but I am here and I have been here and I deserved better than this.  Wes Welker deserved better than this.   

I get it - you obviously think you can do better but here is what my almost thirty years of loving this team tells me – you can’t!  Welker was a PATRIOT in every sense of the word.  He embodied the Patriot Way.  He came back from ACL surgery after like 7 months and was better than ever.  Who does that?  He has led the league in receptions three times.  He has like 10 franchise records that will probably never be broken.  He keeps his head down and does the work. The work of receiving almost everything Brady throws his way.  The work of crazy and seemingly impossible yards after the catch.  He takes the hits and literally pops back up.  You tried to bench him at the beginning of the year because you thought you could do without him.  Did he pop off on Twitter, whine to the media or ever fail to do what he was asked to do?  No. And by the way how did that plan go?  That “we don’t need you Wes watch us win without you” plan?  Yeah it sucked.

Watching him play was watching everything that was good about football, about being a team player about being a Patriot.  Him and Brady were one of best tandems ever to share a field. And now you have taken that away from me because you couldn’t find it in your heart (in your wallet) to keep him.  This is the worst mistake you have made since an eight year old girl with a dream climbed aboard your bandwagon all those years ago.  Shame on you.

I won’t go so far as to say I am rooting for the Broncos next year.  But I will be rooting for Wes Welker, every game, every down.  He is a Patriot and always will be.  I was here before you and I will be here after you’ve gone so I have come to the conclusion that although you get to decide who makes the roster every season I am going to decide who stays a Patriot when you can’t seem to see beyond dollar signs and brinksmanship.

I never had a Wes Welker jersey.  Outside of my Brady bobble head I tend to keep my gear team based because I am first and foremost a Patriots fan more than a fan of any particular player.  I think I would like a Welker jersey now, but I will not contribute to the Patriots coffers.  I think I may buy my first ever non-Patriots piece of football gear when the Broncos start cranking out their own Welker merchandise.

Sincerely,

A disappointed fan

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